But I don't feel angry - not in the slightest. Perhaps it's bubbling up inside somewhere and will show itself when the time comes. Actually, I think that's what all this shaking is about maybe, anger held inside. It's stopped for the moment, first time today I'm not trembling.
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As an example, this may be the presentation of stages from a breakup or divorce:
Shock and denial: “She absolutely wouldn’t do this to me. She’ll realize she’s wrong and be back here tomorrow.” Pain and guilt: “How could she do this to me? How selfish is she? How did I mess this up?” Anger and bargaining: “If she’ll give me another chance, I’ll be a better boyfriend. I’ll dote on her and give her everything she asks.” Depression: “I’ll never have another relationship. I’m doomed to fail everyone.” The upward turn: “The end was hard, but there could be a place in the future where I could see myself in another relationship.” Reconstruction and working through: “I need to evaluate that relationship and learn from my mistakes.” Acceptance and hope: “I have a lot to offer another person. I just have to meet them.”
Theses to overlap as well.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712