It looks like my thinking has gone strange then I just need to stop thinking about all this stuff for a while, I'm sure it's driving me mad. It's the first day today that I haven't been so uncontrollably shaking, panicky and overly emotional, but now I'm just going crazy - great! Lol!
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.
I just need to stop thinking about all this stuff for a while, I'm sure it's driving me mad. It's the first day today that I haven't been so uncontrollably shaking, panicky and overly emotional, but now I'm just going crazy - great! Lol! 
