6 years post BD…. Why is time flying by now! What a ride those 6 years have been. I wonder what my EX would think of me now as I am a very different person. I have grown so much in those 6 years I think she would be very surprised. From fitness to exceeding all expectations career wise to even learning a ton more about relationships than I ever thought was possible… I think she would not recognize pinn 2.0. However, for all that, there is one giant piece missing…. A family. As I approach 40 I am realizing that may not be in the cards for me, and I am OK with that. It is just something I always dreamed of having… maybe one day, we’ll see.
At the moment though, through the strangest twist of fate, I met the most incredible woman. She really is something. She went through her own relationship issues and also did a lot of work on herself and self-reflecting. Impressive! I dig it. Of course it is me so there would be a complication… we live far apart at the moment. But in another strange twist of fate, covid hit, which allowed me to work remote more or less for the past 10 months and be closer to her. I am not sure where this will end up but enjoying what it is for the here and now. I hope it continues to grow somehow someway. We shall see!
