I conquered dining alone about four months in. I went out for my birthday. It was a Friday evening, and I did not want to be home with H avoiding me and I did not want to tell family, so I went out alone. I texted my therapist a couple of times and ultimately enjoyed myself.
I’ve conquered the movies and realized going solo to the movies is fantastic! It’s just missing that companion.
I am standing for me. My beliefs. My dreams. If that leads to a D, I will know I’ve done all I could. I want to be that lighthouse for him, but right now, I don’t think he’s offshore. He’s still out on the choppy seas.
Weather here has been hot, seems to be more of the same. It’s Fathers Day, so I will visiting my dad. I hope if you celebrate Father’s Day, you enjoy yourself too. Your kids are lucky to have you!
