Wolfman moving forward

[Wolfman]

The whole police station exchange bothers me. First off it’s 20 minutes away I have to go to. So it’s lost time I have with my s. If I were to bring him to his moms it’s 7 minutes away and there are some days she would pick him up at my house. I just feel bad for him. Especially having to bring him inside, this is all unnecessary stuff for him. I act fine going in with him. I say hello to the officers that are there and we just sit and wait. Also, because she is crazy, if we wind up being on the road at the same time, she tells people I am following her. Wait tells her lawyer who brought it up in court that I follow her. It’s just disgusting.
On a happy note, it’s nice to see my s is taking to the baby. He wants to see him and “play” with him. That makes me feel good.
On a sad note. I really struggle some days not being able to see or talk to my d. Her birthday is in 10 days she is graduating middle school, dance recital coming up and I am going to miss it all. I NEVER MISSED ANY OF MY KIDS ACTIVITIES, now I have to because of the order of protection. It disgusts me that my ex doesn’t want me to be in my d life. Some days I just want to cry, I miss her so much. I was always so involved with my kids, this just hurts so much.