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About a week ago she admitted to going back to OM she left me for, told me it was "my fault" since I had "gave up" and paid the filing fee at the beginning of May. I just laughed at that. And explained how I patiently waited for 8 months.. She said "you just wanted to rush things" I told her no, and its okay, I accepted it all, im alright where I am now.

Steve you really need to learn to just say "I understand you feel that way" You are trying logic and reason to manipulate her back.

She seemed to be angry after hearing that I had been seeing a different woman, she acted very happy for me and then the tune changed to "wow, you really downgraded" and some other nonsense, she took it upon herself to inform my children.

Interesting it has been 3 years and my ex has never heard from me who I am dating. You are d for a week and you tell your ex to make her jealous. Then you guys include the kids because you are both toxic people.

There is no future in that R with him but whatever, she is sick right now and spinning).

Speculation. They could get married tomorrow.

I just maintained a positive attitude and told her I want her to be happy as well.

Do you really Steve?

Yesterday she came to pick up the children, she was 4 hours late. I asked her why, and told her its too late for them on a school night.

Why would you ask her why she's late?

She told me well you can watch them "you are still my husband legally.

huh?

I didn't pay the last $700, so its not been finalized yet" I responded with a smile, and said, actually I called earlier asked about the case, was told there was a balance and i paid it. its all done. (I showed her the receipt, I knew she had the money she was bragging about her stocks going up 2k) it was a manipulation tool and it cost me more than I had, but I want to be free of that.

Steve just to be clear you try to manipulate each other

She looked very disturbed.

Speculation. You have no idea how she felt.

Then asked me if my friend was coming up this weekend and that's why I wont be having the kids. I told her Im going up hiking for memorial day, and that I do not ask her whereabouts on her days off.

No comment with a smirk.

She looked upset.

Speculation. You have no idea how she felt.

I told her "listen, I know its hard, now its real to you, but for me It was a long time ago, I had to process all the stuff you are going through now, I told her it would be okay, and I told her I would be here for the kids for sure no matter what".

Manipulation

Other than that I applied for 4 new state jobs to increase my monthly income by 3,000 ish. Hopefully I land one, I feel like I will. Things are looking up and I don't feel anything towards the WW, I see how sick she is and It makes me sad but other than that I do miss the potential R once in awhile, but I know its fantasy that will never happen, and I move on.

Steve you are not even close to moving on and you are going to take down this other woman in the process.