I'm good. My heart isn't racing all the time. Anxiety has been replaced with excitement. I'm doing it. Surviving. The inner strength I'm feeling is nothing short of amazing. I'm happy. In a good place.
Loving my new job. Really got to sink my teeth into doing things this week. Learning SO much. It's empowering. My brain is so stimulated. Love the knowledge I'm taking in.
D4 will be having a BDay soon! I'm surprising her with a trip to see her other grandparents. We haven't physically seen them in almost 2 yrs. XHs dad & stepmom. My StepMIL and I work for the same organization, and department. She's a supervisor, but in a different division. She's does telework as well. Continues to be of great support to me in many ways.
Father-In-Law got us our tickets. I had a reservation, he used his miles & saved my money. I can't wait to give him a big hug. From what StepMIL has shared, he carries a lot of guilt for xhs actions. As I did with xhs mom, if there's anything anyone wants to ask me about xh, just ask. As long as D4 isn't listening.
In other news, date night this Friday with a new guy! Met online, he just move here, we text often, it feels good. There's a good thing going on. Way more of a connection here than previously. Let's see how we do face to face!
Oh, for fun, having a reading done in a few weeks. A few friends have used this person and have been changed. I'm interested to see what unfolds!
Life Is Good
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
