Thanks LH, probably needed someone to snap me out of my pity party. I just want to have an open and honest conversation like we used to be able to do but the time for that has passed. Getting frustrated with the situation and not having any control.

Fair enough, it probably will take a lot longer than i hoped and yes her actions have made it pretty clear.

True, i know she has screwed me around more than once and i should just be grateful this happened and walk away. I dont like giving up and leaving things unresolved, and i would give her another chance if i got the opportunity. That feeling may change over time but at the moment im still confused and i do love her. I know this is a rollercoaster and emotions change constantly.


Me 32, W 24
T 6, M 3
No kids
BD: Aug 2020
OM: Jan 2021
Wife to file soon