Thanks OB, considering my options at the moment. One good thing about where i am in my life at the moment is i have the opportunity to do whatever i want and i am not tied down.
Feeling a bit down today about my marriage, i wish i could just have an honest conversation with WW and tell her how i feel and just get through to her. I know nothing i could say to her even if i tried would make any difference, i think she is still in the fog of the situation and has shown no remorse. Haven't had a conversation with her in over 2 months and before that it was 3 months. So crazy how she seems to not care at all.
It just really [censored] just feeling so powerless to fix something i so badly want to fix.
I feel you man. It is tough. I know from past experience you miss her and want to talk, but then after you do you actually feel worse and wish you hadn't. I often said in my own life that if I could bottle that feeling of dejection and disappointment following the interaction, then I could remember how it feels BEFORE I would initiate contact.
Good to see you have the foresight to know there is nothing you could do or say to fix it. It is a terrible feeling, but that is why acceptance is such an important step for LBSs.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
