Wayfarer, Steve, Elbereth-- thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys have been amazing and I truly appreciate all the love, time and energy you've put into my sitch and those of countless others. Steve, you said something to me very very early on that really helped about doubting that my H was only in an EA and I don't know that I would have been able to handle the final BD if it hadn't been for your sage advice. Elbereth, you are such a strong and incredible spirit-- I'm so glad you are around and am so confident you are going to be stronger than before because of this situation. CW, if you're checking in here, I'm so grateful to you for your unfailing positive outlook. Blu, if you ever check back in here, thank you for everything-- I don't know what I would have done without you. Wayfarer... you are my people. If you ever feel up to it, Sage left some breadcrumbs on your thread many moons ago and we'd love to be in touch with you if you are open to that. You have helped me more than you could ever possibly know. Thank you.

I'm just over the negativity and bullying here-- I know it isn't any of you, but I don't need it in my life and there is no escaping it on this board. I'll probably check in here and there but am taking a break. Love to you all.

xx M


Me (46) H (42)
M:14 T:18, D9 & D11
4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs
9/20 - present: R and piecing