Trying to heal from WW - part 2

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Been a long time since i posted, still read whats going on but havent really felt like saying anything for a while. Signed and sent some papers to WW a few days ago that she needs to file for divorce, didnt fight it or talk about it all with her. i just took a week or 2 to send it, not sure why i guess i was delaying a bit. I have no control over the situation, either she has a massive change of heart and God performs a miracle or i will be divorced soon.cit is what it is.

So i just carry on with my life, messaged her to tell her that i sent it and mentioned some admin stuff (that i removed her from a phone contract that was on my name that we discussed previously). Also just told her that everything is going to be ok and i know she is a good person, maybe a stupid thing to say but i still care about her and wanted to reassure her a bit and i think(have no idea actually) that she is going through a hard time as well. She responded with a similar sentiment and havent spoken to her since.

Spiralled a bit for a while but im eating healthier and exercising more the last few days. Also had my family visit me a few weeks ago which was nice but also put a few doubts in my head about where i should go next in my life, been feeling like i need to go on my own and focus on my career but its a big decision about where i move. Taking things a day at a time and just trusting that things will work out.