This is crazy and I am really trying to give you the benefit of the doubt but are you seriously thinking about giving up on your kids? Have you tried a sit down with your ex to talk about how this is hurting your children?
I don’t want to give up on them. But the more I try the more push back I get. I am not saying I don’t want them in my life, I absolutely do!!! The school psychologist said give them space and when they are ready they will come to me. I have been trying so hard to be in my daughters life, especially, but she only rejects me harder and harder. I was sending her loving texts about seeing her and that’s what’s the ex used against me as harassing. When all I was saying was I missed her and lived her and hope she had a good day. I can’t talk to my ex because the order of protection. And I have tried but she simply does not take any blame for this, it’s all my fault.
Dejavu, that is probably a great idea. I don’t want my kids to ever look back when they get older and think I don’t care or love them, that is the furthest from the truth. I am broken!!! Sorry everyone, losing my ex was one thing. Losing my kids is really killing me.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20