I just accepted the fact that not myself or any other man will be enough for her until she is enough for herself. And because she refuses to work on herself there will never be an end to her wayward heart. That is what makes me sad, not the loss of the M I know I will be okay and find a fulfilling partner. But the sadness comes from seeing such a beautiful person that I truly adored turn to men for her own value, to feel good about herself and wanted. That truly is what breaks my heart. But ultimately she will hopefully one day realize what she has done and make peace with it as I have. I know I was far from perfect and I addressed my issues in the M head on in the eyes. She hopefully will do the same one day. I pray for that
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
