Still trying to nice him back. That never works. Ever!
You’ll learn eventually.
I hear you.
At this point he's not ever coming back so being aloof, being nice, just getting through life with dignity and being able to live with myself is my goal.
Seriously, had I known my atty had cancelled court I would have informed him. I'm no b*tch. Truth- I owe him nothing but I've got a nasty subconscious that eats at me. I'm grateful that I did not know. Whether or not he believes me I don't give a rats butt. I'm living my truth.
Its a gorgeous day and while I worked this weekend and have a terrible medical case in the clinic with a grim prognosis on getting better - I'm off for a long drive. Audiobooks that drill into my head --- letting go and transforming myself back into the high value person before I started putting myself last on the list after my H and my children.
After 2hr I will arrive at S19 college - pack up about 50% of his stuff. Have lunch with alcoholic beverages (just me on the alcohol)... wish him luck on his finals and then drive 2hr home.
I took Friday off. I will be moving S19 home for the summer. Going out to a bar with live music that night... solo if need be though I'm trying to phone a friend for a duo act. Saturday will be going to the local state park for an event I miss EVERY year because it always falls on a work weekend... but not this year!!!!
