El, your strength is admirable. We see a lot of WASs that play nice to get their LBS to sign agreements that are unfavorable. So many LBSs fall for it thinking that it is the best way to win back their WAS. Good job on staying logical through the emotions.

I understand your concerns related to his capacity for self harm. But you also have to realize that it is out of your control. No matter who you call if he ends up wanting to commit suicide he will. You will not be to blame for that, he will. I've had suicide touch my own family in the past. The guilt those that are left behind feel is unfair to themselves. There is one person to blame for a suicide, the person committing it. (I'm sure there are those here who will take issue with this stance, save it. I don't care.)

Keep up the good work, El!

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018