It’s also interesting after the abuse and the cheating you still insist on it being his D. Sounds like you make have some things to work through.
Well LH I stated I did not want to get roasted.... as I was expressing my thoughts and emotions. I didn't say they were right... I said its where my head is at at the moment. I've got 10+yr to get through and they were not all bad.
Either way... this weekend I was sharing some stuff of my brother's and I got "is everything ok" text from him.
I wanted to say you mean outside of my H leaving me? Being stalked from a dating site? Having my heart broke after dating someone 2 1/2mo over a misunderstanding which I still can't make up for 2 months later? Yeah, everything is fine.
Instead I said "I'm good. I've had a great week. Hope you are well".
He followed up with "I'm well. You've been texting a lot so I was worried something was wrong"
I replied "I understand and you are right I have been"
I sent 3 texts about my youngest brother who is far far far from home. And then I sent 3 memes all of which I thought were funny and my STBXH would find them funny. IDK why I did this... I really don't... I mean sure go all out on my mental state and say I'm still trying to get his attention.
We have court in 2 days... maybe that's what has me doing dumb moves on my part.
