Darling girl, I've been wondering where you are, and here you come, hitting it out of the park. Amen. Ditto. Absolute truth in your words.

Will the newbies believe you? Probably not, but some may and therein lies their hope, their salvation and the key to their peace of mind and sanity through this quagmire of doubt, hurt, abuse and horror.

Listen to Gerda. Or don't. But if you do, you'll be in a better place when the dust finally settles, and so will your children.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver