Sounds line you are doing better but not really close. But that’s ok. A day at a time. I’m sorry you’re not ready to go no contact yet. It’s only going to hurt you more and more. It’s like someone who’s trying to quit smoking. It’s always their last pack and they’ll quit tomorrow.
Please feel free to update us more often. I can’t imagine there actually goes a day where you couldn’t come to at least journal.
Me: 40 EX:37 Together 17 years Married 16 years 5 kids, 20,18,15,14,11