A year on and standing 2

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Thank you so much for your sharing Steve.

Would love to be directed to your thread. I like the part on pretending she passed away and there’s nothing I can do about. Currently the method I use which I learnt elsewhere was treating that she had gone mad to make myself feel better. But perhaps in this way, there is still the attachment that I should not let her go as she is mad, not gone.

The exchanges these 2 days with you and LH certainly has some impact on me in terms of realisation and reflecting on myself and actions. Would need some digestion and arrangement of thoughts on my end, for myself. For now I try to imagine that I am in a center of a sphere, and just mind my business within the sphere with things that matter to me and I can change. And she is out of the sphere.