I've been a wreck. I am up & down. Just when I think I know which duck is the real one, a decoy pops up. Looking forward to Rabbit season.

I am thankful for the support of others. (booking my next therapy session after I post). I am that friend who is on the phone at all hours, trying to get through the moment. I don't have the luxury of having my mother here. I am thankful that my sweet D4 is able to make memories with her dad & gma.

He walks beside me so nicely, he pushes , I fall. His hands never touch me, his words do it all.
I'm still in the struggle, I'm trying to swim. Sometimes I tread water, not knowing where to begin.
As I think of the memories I'm making right now, they are more of a nightmare, but strength I have found.
When I look back and remember this fight of all fights, I'll remember I cried, and I got up because I'm a brave she knight. And we fight the good fights.

*This is for you D4*

~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever