Steve,

You cannot portray that you are this aloof, carefree guy that’s moving on because you’re not. You’re her doormat that she wipes the bottom of her shoes on on her way out to see other men. That’s what you portray on this board and that is certainly what she sees you as and will continue to until she is done toying with you. You have allowed her to cheat on you for years so what could possibly make you think you have any control over it now? You should be pushing the D through for one reason and one reason only. She has NEvER nor will she EVER be faithful to you. EVER.

Sorry Steve I know I’m being harsh but it’s the truth. Every day you hang on is another day you suffer.