One foot in front of the other

[Oceangl]

Oh Elbereth, I hear you on so much of this. I don't want a divorce, but I feel that same itch...if he wants it and has filed, then just rip the band-aid off and get it over with. I need to figure out how to move forward, and maybe I am hearing that in you also. Space to lick wounds and heal. At least this limbo is going in a direction, I guess.

I am not so good at journaling and was thinking about it today, that I need to get better at it. Never did I think I would be writing any of these words down, and yet here we are. I am glad to see you at least thinking of your future and taking the class. I think we have to be proactive and envision a positive future, even if some days are harder than others for me.

You are doing well, it makes my heart happy to see you doing positive things for yourself and making it through this. xo