New Beginnings Pt 3

[CanBird]

BIG Duck, aka the ex msg me. He's planning to see D4 NEXT WEEK. And I hope that he does. She'll be excited to see her dad. He's looking for his own place to stay while he visits.... his work is sending a covid test to the house, hold it for him, .... he doesn't have a ticket yet... will let me know... and he gave me the date he's "returning to his work out of state and out at sea". (well, that's what he says....)

It's almost been a year since he's physically seen her. He was at sea for 8 of those months, (this I know) and he communicated with her here and there with short videos and pictures.

The last time he sent a video msg to her (or any msg for that matter) was Christmas 2020. Actions speak louder than words, so we'll see if he shows up. I'm sure he's got a few ducks of his own to line up. I know I do.

If you've been following along, then you know what some of my ducks are. Basically "stuff" I need to get done. Hoops I have to jump through to make it to the finish line. I am SO close. And as mentioned in the previous post, everything is literally happening at once.

Over all I feel like I'm in a good place and we can come to an agreement and both move on happier. He's considering what I'm asking, but we still need to come to a final agreement. I know what my limits are. I've been punching the numbers for months. THIS IS the moment. THIS IS the finish line. Those of you who know my story, you know what I'm talking about.

Other than that, I'll be setting the littlest duck free tomorrow. Lucky ducky is still swimming happily (and that's good), slow duck is slow, but worth the wait. It's just the way those kind of ducks swim. And that's it for now.

I will be very busy tending to the flock over the next few weeks. I've come so far and I am so proud of myself for not giving up. THANK YOU all that have given your endless advice. I am forever grateful. We are almost home xo