Cadet! Believe it or not, my kid is going to HIGH SCHOOL in September! And she is going to join the swim team. She would love to have you guys come cheer her on!
OLD is no longer for me I think. I just burnt myself out of. At least in this area I have. But I know I shouldn’t give up in general. I’ve met more people in the “wild” than I have online and maybe one day that will happen for me. And yes, I definitely need to stop going out and about looking like a little boy, lol. Decent clothes, my hair done and a touch of make up I’m sure would go a long way. Maybe HOT swim dad will notice. Unfortunately due to my vacation and skipping this weekend with Easter, Ex will take her next. I’m going to have him drop the fact he is my EX husband so he doesn’t think I’m married, lol.
Today, April fools. Is the ex and his wife’s 10th wedding anniversary. I read newcomers and everyone ensures the affair will “ burn out”. Yeah, there is no guarantee in that clearly. I seriously sit back and realize how strong I am. I endured the pain of my ex leaving me with an infant for another woman. And then while I just kind of wait for that yo fizzle out it never does and I have to deal with this woman becoming a parental figure to my baby girl. I swear, every that happened has been so gut wrenching. And right there in my face for my kids lifetime. Some days I am seriously in awe about what I have mentally and emotionally survived.
D FaceTimed then last night to show them her new braces. Then she told them I’m getting her a haircut today. And contacts on Monday and he says “mom takes really good care of you” why yea, yes I do. He’s never said that. He didn’t say that to me, he said it to her, but while he sits there living his life doing his thing, I am indeed taking fantastic care of our daughter.
