Today just S*CKS!!!!

I'm a bucket of tears.

I mean it was a good weekend. I'm pet sitting the puppy!!! So much fun to have the pooches together again. I've been busy. I cannot walk both dogs at the same time... so when one goes for a 3mi walk I turn around and do the other one a 3mil walk. I've walked 18mi in the last 4 days... TIRED!

Work is staying busy.

TODAY is just a ton of bricks weighing down my chest and its hard to breathe...

* I had a ceiling repair estimate done at the beginning of the year and had not heard back about a start date... turns out the guy no longer works there and they no longer have an office in my town.... TEARS....

* Working on tearing out carpeting through out the house but I live a lone and no one to help move furniture so kind of a pointless task.

* Picking out new carpet today and trying to get it scheduled but its a very slow process... feeling overwhelmed.

* Yeah STBXH is in HI for 2 weeks with OW... STINGS LIKE A B*TCH

* STBXH bday was yesterday... I know I'm not supposed to give a crap but its just a reminder that my bday is 6 days later

* Severe headache... heart palpatations...

* Of course I just want to reach out to someone I know I'm not supposed to (NOT STBXH) and ask for recommedations on a person for ceiling work... UGH....

JUST FREAKING OVERWHELMED at the moment.