Thank you all for your comments and kind words. I have fallen back into doing all the wrong things. Today I will stand strong. I will focus on Me and my kids. My kids are adults my 19 year old I can see is struggling with this as well. We talked last night a bit. I gave her what she has been bugging me for on splitting up our belongings, We had property we listed for sale with a relator and our house was appraised so we have an idea of what we can expect if we list or one of us keeps it. We have almost 4 months before final court date so Im not pushing or rushing anymore. Ball is in her court on how she wants to proceed. I am going to focus on the 180 and rebuild myself
