My workload has shot up exponentially as expected. Being the most junior in my group, I am left doing a lot of the not so glamorous grunt work. It is not mentally challenging, but it is definitely pushing me to get to know the in and outs of the company in a ground-level kind of way. my supervisor is a very nice lady who's kind of a workaholic. She's been giving me some insider pov on the interrelationships of the major players in the company. Lately I find myself thinking, what is my end goal here? Taking the job started out as having a means to an end - I need the financial security. Now that I'm here, what's next? It will take some time to figure out, I am only not even three months in anyway. But I find that to be an important question. I can feel that it's easy to get lost in work itself.....complete the next project, hit the next quarter's goal...I would like to continue to practice self-awareness and keep myself tethered to what I believe in.
Nothing new with ExH. According to his L, he's been really busy and hasn't had time to deal with the divorce agreement. We had finally reached an agreement early this month (which is me giving up getting more $ and just saying FINE WHATEVER LET'S JUST END THIS) and I was hoping that we'd be done by end of March. Now it looks like that's not happening. But something surprising happened few days ago - he sent me money for this month without me asking! That's a first!
Anyways. I'm staying NC. It's been nice having my life back.
