New M, new WAW

[mako]

Yeah, I don't want to be slot filler. I need to avoid the friend zone stuff and just do my own thing. While it felt sort of good to be sort of normal, it just was ultimately unsatisfying. Knowing that will help me avoid it.

I am not sure if she actively has an OM, she hasn't left the house since I've been back earlier this week other than to drop off the kids for daycare and stuff. In her spare time she has mostly just been watching TV by herself. I really did expect, when she said on Wednesday that the kids would be gone for the weekend, that she would be gone starting yesterday afternoon. I'm sure she would be open to an OM, but if she doesn't go out tonight that would be curious. This may be naive wishful thinking, and of course any number of things could be happening on her phone.

Back to me, I enjoyed being outside in good weather this morning. There are a bunch of state parks and things around here, I will probably do this more often.