Steve_ Facing reality Part 1.

[Steve_]

Ginger the bottle was not in the photo itself, just the glasses in their hand. But I worded it wrong. Not on you on me. By watching kids I meant it was not my day with them, but I watched them for her. I am not going to argue clearly I am not getting this right. I am gonna take a break, take a breath and do as LH recommends. Everything I have done is just showing I can’t let go of this. I’m kidding myself. Not fooling anyone. I think I need to stop trying to convince you guys and convince myself first. I’m gonna take a week and work on it. Honestly at this point I am ready just not been able to actually do it. I get sucked in by stupid games of hers. And I try to tell myself I’m making progress but clearly based on what y’all have said I have not. I am exhausted of this situation. And I won’t quit the board. I do appreciate your time and I read everything you post. But I need to unplug, get away from this discussion, get away from WW and just have some time off from all this. If “what you focus on you attract” is true. Then focusing on the drama is why I’m getting it. I need a reboot. I’ll be back hopefully with better news in a week or so. Thanks