Its been just slightly over 12 months and this week has been really odd. Its been crazy at work, kids unwell, incident at school with S5. So H and I saw each other pretty much everyday this week, spoke extensively, he rung me to check on the kids and have a chat. He only ever rings me when he isnt with OW. This morning we have dropped the boys off at school (s5) stayed with me and s7 was with him, they were running late as i was walking back to the car and H suggested that we both take S7 into school so i walked with them. So things are definitely improving in terms of our communication and him being able to be around me and being ok being in the same space with the boys. There is however this parallel relationship that we have that covers house finance etc, so all unresolved issues.
And im finding this a little tricky to manage and trying to meep any negative feelings out of our co parenting relationship. This week has been so tense at work that i literally burst out crying in front of him when he asked me if i was ok.
