Agree with last 3 post's,
when i first got here a short while ago i would have taken anything to have her back in my life, but after reading many posts on her and being led by the experienced ones in the situations we find our self's in.
i now realise how much pain and depression she left me in and how i am feeling now.
and i don't want to go backwards and feel like that ever again.
and yes the longer it goes on the better i feel - time is that healer! just let go.