Hey El, you are right, it is hard and it does hurt, so very much.

I can’t remember how long you’ve been at this, but that second last paragraph...you’re doing great. As great as one can in this situation anyway. Much respect and keep it up. Regardless where they fall, I’m sure the chips will land on something amazing for you. It may just take some time.


Me: 41 W:42
T: 14 M: 11
S: 6

"What happened happened, and couldn't have happened any other way...because it didn't"