She's on her way home now. We had a short fluff but amicable conversation yesterday and her phone died. At the airport she sent a text saying she's at the gate and will let me know what her ETA is when she lands so I can leave before she gets home. Here's a recap:
Me: I am not leaving, I am staying here. Her: Like ever? Or just today? Me: Ever. I won't be going back, nothing left for me there. Her: What is the plan when for the weeks when I'm at home? Me: I don't know. Her: I'm not moving into the studio. Me: Ok.
She then starts sending me a bunch of messages about her trip and where she is at. She met with OM, but only to provide him "support" as he is having marital, work, family, and financial issues. (Poor f'in baby, I'm really broken up for him.) She decided she's pushing herself so hard to "find something" that she is exhausted and is pulling back. Taking down dating profiles and trying to figure out what she is looking for. She then says she's not doing this to give me hope, or because of my "threats," but just to let me know where she is at and she doesn't feel she owes me any further explanations. I tell her "Thank you for letting me know."
She then asks if there is anything I want to tell her other than I won't be leaving the house. I say "Not really. You need to do what is best for you and so do I. Whatever happens, happens."
