I haven’t been here in a while. And wow.

You actually have everything to lose.

Every time you say you won’t do it again and you do.

Your kids are witnessing this. They are going to end up for years in therapy with this dynamic.

This is on you now buddy. Nothing to do with her. What you allow is on you. This is the definition of insanity. Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. Same thing every time.