Had a few drinks with my dad last night and ended up messaging her the old nonsense about loving her,etc which i havent done in months amd was a major setback but can keep trying to learn from my mistakes.
No good decisions are made after a few drinks. If you're gonna drink, lock your phone and put it away.
Originally Posted by Ace_32
There were some bad times but i would rather be back in my marriage with its faults than be where i am now.
I know exactly what you are saying and I am not completely out of that way of thinking myself and struggle daily. Just remember how things are now are not how they will be tomorrow. Nothing is permanent and the only constant is change. I know that sounds like new-age spiritual bullsh!t, but it is also true. You can be the driver of that change, which is what I am attempting, or you can keep getting knocked around by all the waves and try to just keep your head above water. I got tired of being knocked around.
