I glanced at some of your sitch and you have had it harder than I do. How hard it is when you sharing a space with someone you love but they act so detached. Isn't it? I find that I hate it when my H is at home, but I also hate it when he is away. Truth is, I still miss the H I fell in love with even thought I know he's been gone for a few years now (that's how far back things started to get bad).
I'm doing my best to have my space. I'm away from the house right now and I have plans tonight and for Friday. Then after the weekend, I will have the house all to myself, at least for a week or so. Like you, I'm a great cook too. But I left him easy foods to make some nights. I'm not going to be the one cooking the whole time like before.
Yeah, this period is hard. But I try to tell myself, it will end. I will get through it. And yes, WE WILL BE OKAY.
(((Oceangl)))
Me 52, H 56 T10 M7, 2nd MR for both 2 Step Sons (19 and 21) BD: Fall 2020 D finalized: July 2022 XH Married AP soon after D day.
