May, it's so good to see you are moving forward. I think it's good to go slowly, to allow your gut and brain and heart get on the same page eventually. You've been through A LOT, and there's no reason to rush anything.
I know what you mean about the script being so clear. I think these WS think they are going through something so wonderful and new that no one has experience before. Yes, other people may do this and it's bad, but their relationship is different. It's special. Ugh.
Anyway, you are doing great. I'm sorry I haven't always commented. I am a bit in survival mode right now, but I think I am coming out of it.
me: 46 h: 49 m: 24 T: 27 DD1:20 DD2:17 DS:12 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019 Now: He is in the same house, but has filed for divorce.