I still have been feeling pretty good. H has been status quo for the most part with his behavior. I was brought bread again, and that is always appreciated.
One thing happened yeaterday that confused me, but I was happy about:
D was out taking a walk and H came into the house after being out for a while. Without D there, I assumed he would just go into the bedroom and shut the door, so I did not expect that when I came into the den he was standing there, he had a big smile on his face and said "hi" then showed me his leg that he got tattooed. He has always said he would not get one, but honestly, after this MLC, I am not surprised. I told him it was very cool. (It had to do with his racing hobby) He opened up about where he went how long it took, he was chatty for him. I said D will be surprised. H said "I saw her walking, I am going to go show her" I asked, "Do you mind if I come too?" he said no, and then he offered that we should walk the dogs. So we did! Nothing exciting and we did not find D. So when we came home I mentioned, I was surprised that he did not get it on his back and he ALREADY GOT ONE a while ago. He showed me, and I like it and said, "wow, you are just full of secrets" I don't think he got the message, but I had to say it. I am just thrilled that it was not a flag of the OW country or her name. (maybe those are hidden). Once we were done chatting, he went back into the room. When D came home, I went to the door and knocked and he came out to show her, mentioned a side convo that he and I had to her. Once the convo was over, he went back into the room and left later for food. I know that this is not anything remotely that I can say one thing or another about his behavior. But I will say, this was the most he voluntarily has spoken to me and seeking me out. The whole time I was getting the dog leashes, I was silently praying to be myself and not to question him on why a tattoo now. Believe me, if I could suspend time and gather my thoughts, I would have. I think all in all, it went well. I exect nothing today and thats ok.
