I wish you weren't down in the dumps, but the positive aspect of being in the dumps is that it offers you are wonderful perspective - sunny days are more special after a rainy day! Now, I know this may be annoying and overly optimistic, but it may work for you too.
Things are not going to plan, but things are also what we make of them. It's awesome that you live so close to a beach, I hope it is a warm one.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.