Trying to heal from WW

[Ace_32]

Hi BL42, so i ignored her last night but she messaged me this morning asking if she could call me after work and i said its fine. Spoke to her now, was weird to be honest.

She mentioned she got the divorce papers emailed to her now and if i would like to go through them together, i said no im fine whats the point. She said she is heartbroken and misses me and loves me and thinks about me everyday and she doesn't contact me because she doesnt want to make it harder for me. She also admitted some fault on her part for the breakdown of our marriage and said she hasnt moved on yet either and she doesnt have anyone in her life and is lonely. Her admitting fault on her part was quite a shock to me and she also mentioned she has been thinking of the good times lately, but she still thinks the space apart if for the best for us. I believe less than half of what she says,

I think she asked about going through the divorce papers together because she doesnt want to deal with it alone and she mentioned how much it is costing her and she is happy to cover it, i said this isnt my choice and i am not willing to help with the divorce but i will try be there for her if i can (i know thats a mistake, i just felt empathy for her). She cried pretty much the whole call of about 20 min, i didnt break once and i feel alot more detached than i did a few months ago.