I always had very strong self esteem except when it comes to women. Is like I always thought I was not too attractive or really understood how women work. In all other aspects, I have never doubted my worth as a man. This is why for me it has been so revealing to learn from the books you recommend here about women and relationships. I think that feeling of me not being attractive is what has led me to chase and bother W. I will work on that.
Hi Pack, hmm.. I question this story that your choices were driven by a Pack who had an amazing life solo and was only insecure around women. If you were amazing on your own, you wouldn't accept someone into your life who brought down the quality of your life--even if they were your only option. This reminds me of when I was a child, a saying, "I wouldn't date you if you were the last person on Earth."
