I am not detached, Pack19 part4

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Pack just out of curiosity how are you practicing your sexual Kung-fu and is it dangerous?

Hi LH!
So the book about multiorgasmic man has all these breathing and muscular exercises to gain better control over ejaculation and so on. Then you have a lot of content on healthy masturbation and understanding your body in a better way. When I am in between physical exercise or have some calm time or in bed, I repeat these exercises. I have not been able to test if they work as I am not seeing anyone so my sex life is non existent but I can say there have been good results when alone! hahaha

So Pack you say you have have a lot of confidence and self esteem but your actions say otherwise. Maybe something to address in IC.

I always had very strong self esteem except when it comes to women. Is like I always thought I was not too attractive or really understood how women work. In all other aspects, I have never doubted my worth as a man. This is why for me it has been so revealing to learn from the books you recommend here about women and relationships. I think that feeling of me not being attractive is what has led me to chase and bother W. I will work on that.

I dont understand how it has been so easy for W to put behind our M, the 10 years of memories and shared value we have. I know I cannot change that, it just hurts immensely. Also the feeling of being force to stop seeing W as the woman of your life because of her actions, that is very hard in the presence of a broken family.

Thanks LH!