Aww, facing mistakes is hard, but I have a hard time imagining you were intentionally a "total jerk" as opposed to doing what felt good in the moment without considering the long-term impact. What's going on?
I have not been respecting someone's personal space.
I was trying to be cute and funny and light hearted... I realize that I was just seeking attention and to be liked and accepted. I was not accepting that no response was a response.
I've been a jerk.
There is no apology because that would just be invading space again... the only apology is not doing what I've been doing. I realize that I have been nothing but disrespectful... and that makes me sad because that was NEVER my intent. I have to live with my actions. I accept responsibility for my choices.