I have terrible impulse control sometimes (other times its a complete non-issue... I realized that I let others influence my bad choices because they would agree or allow my bad choices... and that too is on me 100%.)
I don't really like myself at this moment.
No one is perfect. You should see me behind the wheel! I turn into AJ Foyt in the Indy 500.
I am sure it isn't as bad as you think. But even if it is, starting right now you can resolved to do better.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018