Here’s is my previous thread, just in case you wanted to see it.
Is being two years (since I know) that my marriage sailed away, I’m sure that all this journey help me to dare asking myself if I’m worth it, I’m, with that in mind I share my path until tonight.
I was in love with a wonderful man, the past sentence took a while to admit. He left and literally never looked back at the demolition his actions caused. He lost himself in a sub reality, his non stop longing for his youth keep him trying happiness on places rather than on him. His first o/w didn’t work out as he planned, lost his career reputation on his own hand, still no acknowledgement of the facts.
Today he called me to tell me that he is moving to Argentina for good, his country is calling him, he said, I wished him the best, I truly believe that it won’t worked out but I’m tired of having him lingering around. After 28 years together I was surprised how time heals all the wounds, I don’t wish him ill just far away Argentina sound like a good start.
No more awkward gatherings with my kids splitting due to his presence, no more being the adult on the room to a petulant mid aged man acting like a teenager.
Midlife crisis could be real, the scars would run deep, the lessons are opportunities if we decided to make it one. At 51 I’m betting in a better tomorrow. I won’t allow his actions to mark my being. My kids have my broad shoulders to lean on, my north would be always stepping tall not stepping on someone.
Thank you for this forum, it really help me to share and learn so much on this chapter that I’m about to close. Love is never wrong if we started from self. Lucy.
Last edited by job; 02/23/2102:31 PM. Reason: added space between paragraphs
