I will respond later to the questions about how to be with your H and whether or not to say X or Y or care or whatever but... I want to know about YOU.
What are you doing for yourself right now? GAL plans? Self-care? Put all his cr@p to the side for a sec and do something for yourself and tell us about it.
xoxo M
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing
