Trying to heal from WW

[OnlyBent]

Thanks Hope and OB. Been missing WW the last few days but i wont reach out again. I feel the need to sometimes but i know how it will go so i change my mind pretty quickly, like you say Hope i know how it would really go (her ignoring my message or not even reading it most likely). I do still have a bit of denial that she will come to her senses and see what i have to offer, i guess its just fools hope though.

Great that you can recognise what the outcome would be, keep telling yourself that. It is ok that you still have that denial about reality, keep doing the right things and this will fade. Remember accepting reality is the best, AND ONLY, way forward.

I have been seeing what people have asked on other threads about what the LBS would actually do if WW decided to come back and i have been thinking about it, i honestly dont know what i would do. I still want to make the marriage work and if she showed genuine remorse i might be stupid enough to try again, there is probably less than 1% chance of that happening though.

Don't even think about what you'd do, because as you said its probably less than 1% chance of happening. How many other things in your life with this probability do you waste your time considering. If it ever happens, deal with it when it does, until then focus on getting yourself to where you want to be.

Been jogging and doing weights 3 - 4 times a week for about 2 weeks now, been reading alot and have cut down on the drinking the last few days. Started to feel a bit better about myself in general.

Awesome! Keep this up my man. Also, I see you commented on my thread, when you weren't sure if you had anything to contribute. You did great and I appreciated it, am going to respond now. Keep at it!