I come to the board to be honest about my emotions, my frustrations which we all know can change not only from day to day but hour by hour.
The rollercoaster is real and I won't hide that I'm on it.
I write down every day 3 things I'm grateful for.
Its just always pointed out where I'm wrong for this or wrong for that. I'm not living a perfect life. I have moments where I'm sure I've failed myself more than I should but I also have days where I've done pretty freaking well.
None of us that come here have the ability to flip a switch and just be like... OK I get it... done over it... peace out.
Its a journey... its a process... Its ups and downs and it needs to be real.
I read what everyone writes. I write out things that I need to focus on. 90% of my day is good but sometimes that 10% of frustration creeps in and I put it out here and suddenly I'm being told that I put out the aire of that I need a man. WHAT?? I get it... that you all are only seeing the 10% I put out here.
I respect your opinions very much and I'm not hostile to anyone. I've admitted dating may not be the best way moving forward. Its all a learning curve for me and my journey through this isn't going to look like yours because my past experiences are unique to me. I'm not saying I'm right but I'm not out there telling people they so duper awful and wrong.
