Thanks for checking in cardinal- works been alright! It’s almost a month now. I had been quite anxious every day on my way to work for the past few weeks, but it’s finally getting better. Whenever I feel nervous, I think about how everything really is no big deal compared to what I went through after BD....if I could overcome that, there’s nothing that I can’t do!!
There is this lady at work who’s already shown a little teeth, I think she feels threatened by my arrival. I didn’t anticipate office politics would start so early already, but I guess dramatic people just can’t wait
Nothing new with ExH, our lawyers are still discussing. I haven’t had the time to push anything/follow up. I wonder what’s the hold up on his end. I continue to minimize contact with him, and I also blocked my MIL on my msging app. Lol. She kept sending me random messages (ex: pic of a cute cat) or just generally things that are meaningless to me and it was taking up unnecessary bandwidth. I don’t have ill feelings toward her, but blocking her was the best decision ever. It brought me so much peace! I figured if she really care how I’m doing, she can always call. But nope! Not once had she called to ask how I’m doing so far.
And this is really the most telling thing of all. How do you tell when people really care? With actions, not words, not a bunch of fluff.
