When she drops our daughter off on Friday she said something to the effect that:
"listen the parroting has begin - I sometimes say "O my gosh and P repeats me and says "O my Josh" (which is the first name of her ex-husband) and she started laughing. I nervously said, "O great, now I'm going to get triggered every hour" - in retrospect I started thinking that she really doesn't have any clue about my feelings...
I feel like I've lived under Josh's shadow this entire relationship.
It also falls in line with her BF making a meme about me wearing all denim and she shows me.....
sometimes I let my thoughts get a hold of me and end up with "what does she think of me and my feelings that I would just be ok with laughing these things off - if I had more validation from her it would be ok b/c we would have more trust....
